Title: Touch and Taste
Author: Moonloon
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Website: Amused and Abused
Note: Written for Danvers' anon-a-fic-a-thon

McKay was orally fixated, and Sheppard loved to touch things. It was just the way things worked. McKay ate a lot, chewed the ends of his pencils, and sucked cock like a porn star; Sheppard gently ran his hands over Atlantis, gripped hard on his weapons, and finger fucked McKay until he screamed.

They never came together, but it wasn't an issue. This way they got all the pleasure of watching the other come and coming themselves. McKay called it 'having your cake and eating it', which was a pretty good analogy for someone who had more binary in his soul than poetry. Sheppard didn't call it anything, he just smiled and rubbed his face on McKay's stomach until McKay started to complain about beard burn.

McKay was bad at keeping it a secret, Sheppard was good at deflecting any suspicions. He was used to it, he'd been deflecting people his whole life. Sheppard had walls around him six feet thick, McKay didn't have any walls at all. Sheppard was a little jealous: how could Rodney be so open, let everyone see exactly who he was, and not care if people hated him? Sheppard didn't care if people hated him , but only because no one had ever really known him. Even McKay didn't see all the way in, but that was because he wasn't looking.

Sheppard called McKay self-absorbed once. McKay made some off-colour joke about being absorbent, and rubbed Sheppard's mess into his skin. Sheppard had been simultaneously disgusted, amused and aroused. So he'd rolled McKay over and fucked him for the very first time.

Afterwards, they slept together all night for the very first time. And in the morning Sheppard cut up some fruit with his belt knife and fed McKay little slivers. The fruit was soft and wet and cold to the touch, and McKay's mouth was soft and wet and warm. McKay sucked on Sheppard's fingers, and Sheppard caressed McKay's tongue.

It was probably love.